He just does not understand how I could have any such desire. It sounds selfish to him. This desire to him would take away from what I already have. He just does not get it.
How could I not want another child. Another pregnancy. Another birth. Another baby to hold and nurse. Another child to teach and protect. To add more love and beauty to this life...to this world.
More magic, more laughter, more smiles, more dreams.
Yes raising a child can be stressful...but all those moments of aggravation are trumped by the love that fills the heart with joy.
So I ask why is it bad for my heart to desire another life. To grow another chamber so I can fit all my love inside.
Life is beautiful and I want to add to the beauty. Please understand...