I need to stop dreaming. Stop coming up with ideas and researching, hes just going to shoot them down.
So next time I get on here and start blogging about a fantastic idea or a dream I may have...tell me to stop, so I dont get hurt.
I am in emotional turmoil right now over turning our life into a great adventure.
I need a change of scenery, I want my boys to see the Grand Canyon and Red Rocks, and The Space Needle. I want to change everything about our life.
But It wont happen...so I am done.
No more kids, no adventure. And probably no homeschooling.